So this is my first official update in quite sometime.
To be truthful I hate my body right now, and deservingly so, I’ve let go.
Some of it due to injury, most of it due to fear.
I’m afraid of succeeding, ain’t that…..
So I weighed myself the other day, I weighed in at a whooping 250.6, it’s been awhile since I’ve been there.
I was sick over the weekend and inadvertently went gluten free for 48 hours…On monday when I went back to normal food suddenly I felt horrible, muscle tightness, my digestive track felt horrible, my skin flaired up super bad.
So I decided it’s time, especially since I’ve heard the connection between pcos and gluten intolerance, to let Gluten go in addition to my other health changes.
So here’s the deal, I woke up this morning and weighed in at 245.6…… I’m feeling good.
I think the weightloss is mostly due to my lack of fast week, carbed out food, and sugar…. I feel great.
It’s been a crazy fucking two weeks.
Consistent reminders that life is short, consistent reminders that the only thing that’s is love, consistent.
My heart is heavy, and full with desire and full with need for good.
I will leave this blog up!
It’s an inspiration me.
Here’s a photo of me running awhile back in Run Like A Girl 8k
I did good, I trained and got my my 5k to about 27 minutes, but I didn’t account for the race being a hilly terrain. I finished at 56 minutes, but I FINISHED!
I did not stop.
So I haven’t written here because honestly I feel so out of the loop and not connected.
I’ve started a new blog which is about my life, my hair, body, personal goals, and not just weight loss.
One thing I’ve come to understand is I am not the weight I want to loss and my journey, it is not the sum total of who I am, but a part of me.
If you’d like to join me here’s my new blog’s url